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Intellectual Desires - part 1
Here comes another one.
You glance up from your book as the library door swings open, revealing a man who seems out of place in the quiet sanctuary of books.
He’s well-dressed, and his features are sharp yet boyishly charming.
Your eyes scan him for a moment before you return to your reading, assuming he would leave just as quickly as he came.
But instead, he approaches the counter where you sit, looking overwhelmed by the vast selection of books within the library’s walls.
Despite his unassuming appearance, there is an undeniable air of intelligence about him, and you find yourself unable to look away.
“Excuse me,” he says, his voice deep but gentle as he leans on the counter with one hand.
You push your long dark hair back behind your ear, your sparkling eyes meeting his inquisitive gaze.
“I was wondering if I could get some assistance finding a book?” A small smile plays at the corners of his lips, and you realize that this man is not just any visitor - he’s an FBI agent.
You clear your throat softly.
“Of course.
What sort of book are you looking for?” You ask, genuinely curious about what may pique his interest in such a place.
His eyes widen slightly as though taken aback by the directness of your question.
He recovers quickly and responds, “It’s actually a series of psychological profiles on serial killers and their motivations.
I’m working on a case that might benefit from some additional research.”
His words intrigue you, and you find yourself wanting to learn more about this case.
You wonder how many times he’s had to explain his unusual choice of reading material in such a place as the library.
As if sensing your curiosity, he adds, “It’s a long story.
But I promise it’s all legitimate.”
You smile reassuringly.
“I believe you,” you say with a slight nod.
Your warm spirit seems to put him at ease, and his shoulders visibly relax as he leans back from the counter slightly.
“In that case,” you continue, “I would recommend this book right here.” You reach behind the desk and pull out a thick hardcover volume titled ‘Mindhunter: Inside the FBI’s Elite Serial Crime Unit.’
His eyes light up as he takes the book from your hands.
As he flips through the pages, you can see him making mental notes about the content.
He glances up at you with a look of gratitude.
“Thank you,” he says sincerely.
“This looks exactly like what I was searching for.”
His questions are insightful, his knowledge impressive.
He’s more than just a badge and a gun, you think, as your conversation deepens.
You discuss the various books on the topic and exchange recommendations of other fascinating reads within the library.
The chemistry between you is undeniable - both passionate about literature and learning, it’s almost as if you’ve known each other for years rather than mere minutes.
“You’ve quite the mind, YN,” he says, his eyes twinkling with genuine admiration.
You feel your cheeks heat up slightly at his compliment, but you maintain a steady composure, thanking him for his kind words.
The conversation continues to flow as both of you share stories about your experiences within the world of literature.
The library gradually empties around you until you are the only two left in this haven of books.
The subtle warmth of his presence washes over you, and you can’t help but feel a strong connection forming between the two of you.
“I’d love to continue this conversation, Spencer,” you say finally, attempting to keep your voice steady as you use his name for the first time.
“Would you like to grab a coffee sometime?” You hold your breath, waiting for his response while trying not to appear too eager or vulnerable.
Spencer’s eyebrows raise in surprise, but he quickly regains his composure and smiles warmly at you.
“I’d love to, YN,” he replies, his eyes meeting yours one last time before he walks out the door.
As the door closes behind him, you can’t help but wonder about the date that is soon to come.
The mix of excitement and nerves swirls within you as your mind wanders back to the library where it all began - a chance encounter between two intellectual souls who found their passion for books leading them down an entirely new path.
You glance around at the empty shelves, the tranquil atmosphere now broken by the sound of your own thoughts.
You can almost feel Spencer’s presence still lingering in the air as you contemplate what the future may hold for the two of you.
With a soft sigh and a hint of anticipation, you close up shop for the night, leaving the library behind as you step out into the cool evening breeze.
Your mind is filled with thoughts of your upcoming date, wondering if the spark that ignited between you will grow into something more.
For now, all you can do is wait and see what lies ahead on this uncharted journey of love and literature.
This is it.
Just a casual date.
You walk into the quaint bookstore, the aroma of old books immediately calming your nerves.
As you browse the shelves together, you can’t help but notice the way his fingers gently brush against the spines of the books, the same way they brushed against your hand earlier.
Spencer Reid leans closer to you as he points out a particular novel that he thinks might interest you.
“This is one of my favorites,” he says with an enthusiasm that’s both charming and genuine.
You find yourself drawn to his passion for literature, your heart skipping a beat as he shares stories about the books that have shaped him as a person.
As the conversation continues, you can feel the connection between the two of you deepening.
The way Spencer looks at you with those sparkling eyes, it’s almost like he sees right through to your soul.
You can’t help but wonder if he senses the growing attraction that you feel for him.
“Your love for books is quite infectious, YN,” Spencer says, his eyes never leaving yours.
You feel yourself blushing under his warm gaze, unsure of how to respond to such a heartfelt compliment.
Instead, you smile and thank him, your fingers brushing against the spines of books as you share your own stories about the novels that have touched your life.
Time seems to fly by as the two of you lose yourselves in conversation, discussing everything from psychological thrillers to heartwarming romance novels.
The world around you fades away, and it’s just the two of you, bound together by a love for stories and the written word.
As the night falls, you walk out of the bookstore, your heart racing as you say your goodbyes.
There’s an electric tension in the air that neither of you can deny.
You know that this is the moment where everything could change - a simple kiss that could take your relationship to new heights.
Spencer hesitates for just a moment, his eyes searching yours as if he’s seeking permission.
Then, with a barely audible sigh, he leans in and presses his lips gently against yours.
The contact is soft at first, tentative, but it quickly deepens into something more - a passionate exchange of breath and warmth that leaves both of you yearning for more.
“Until next time, YN,” Spencer murmurs, his lips brushing against yours in a tender kiss.
You feel yourself trembling with anticipation as you pull away from him, your heart pounding in your chest.
This was just the beginning - the first step on a journey of discovery and exploration that will take the two of you down paths neither could have imagined.
As you walk away, you can’t help but look back at Spencer one last time.
His eyes are still on you, his expression filled with longing and desire.
You smile softly before turning to continue your way home, already counting down the minutes until your next meeting - when you’ll delve even deeper into this world of passion, books, and shared dreams.