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A Moment on the Balcony - part 1
You stand in front of your floor-to-ceiling windows, looking out over the city skyline as you sip a glass of wine. The sun has just set, casting a warm glow over the buildings and streets below. You’re wearing a silk robe that clings to your curves while you move gracefully around the kitchen, preparing dinner for Nathan. He’s been your friend for years, but lately, you’ve found yourself wanting more.
I hope this helps him feel better… I’ve always wanted to be closer to him.
The doorbell rings, and you put down your glass of wine before walking over to answer it. When you open the door, Nathan stands there, looking somber and downtrodden from his recent breakup. He’s a tall, muscular man with short-cropped blond hair and deep blue eyes. His strong jawline and chiseled features make him incredibly attractive, but it’s his kind heart and vulnerability that truly draw people in.
“Hey,” you say warmly, offering him a hug. “I’m so glad you came.”
Nathan returns your embrace, and you can feel the tension in his body as he holds you close. He pulls back and gives you a small smile before stepping inside. You lead him into your luxurious living room, where soft music plays in the background and candles flicker on the coffee table.
“This place looks amazing,” Nathan says, looking around. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen it look so cozy.”
You smile at the compliment and gesture for him to take a seat on your plush leather couch. As you walk over to the kitchen to check on dinner, you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror, admiring your figure but wondering if you’re enough to satisfy Nathan’s desires.
Am I enough? Could he ever want someone like me?
Dinner is a success, and as you both enjoy the meal, Nathan opens up about his breakup. He confesses that he just doesn’t know if he’s enough for anyone anymore. You offer words of encouragement, telling him that he’s more than enough and any woman would be lucky to have him.
After dinner, you both move to the balcony for some fresh air. The city lights twinkle below, and a warm breeze carries the scent of flowers from your neighbor’s garden. Nathan steps outside and pulls out a cigarette, lighting it as he leans against the railing. You watch him for a moment before grabbing your own pack of cigarettes and joining him.
“You smoke?” Nathan asks, surprised.
“Occasionally,” you reply with a smile, lighting your cigarette with the lighter you brought out with you. “It’s a filthy habit, but sometimes it helps me relax.”
Nathan chuckles and nods in agreement. The two of you stand there in silence for a while, enjoying your cigarettes and the view. As you finish yours, you lean in close to Nathan, offering him a light for another one. Your faces are illuminated by the glow of the embers as you share the cigarette, passing it back and forth between you.
“You are enough, Nate,” you whisper. “More than enough.”
Nathan looks at you with a mix of surprise and longing in his eyes. He takes a deep breath and exhales slowly before saying, “I don’t know if I can do this again, YN. I just don’t think I’m cut out for relationships.”
You reach out and place your hand on his cheek, running your thumb along his jawline. “You don’t have to be,” you say softly. “Sometimes it’s nice just to enjoy the moment.”
Nathan swallows hard, his eyes locked on yours as he leans in closer. His lips brush against yours, and you can feel the heat radiating from his body. The spark between you is undeniable, and before either of you can think twice about it, your mouths are pressed together in a passionate kiss.
Your hands roam over Nathan’s chest, feeling the hard muscles beneath his shirt as he pulls you closer. His fingers tangle in your long, black hair, gently tugging at the roots as he deepens the kiss. You can taste the cigarette smoke on his lips, mixed with a hint of whiskey from the drink he had earlier. It’s intoxicating, and you find yourself wanting more.
Nathan breaks the kiss and looks into your eyes, his own filled with desire and uncertainty. “Are you sure about this?” he asks hoarsely.
You nod, unable to form words as you take in the raw emotion on his face. With a groan, Nathan lifts you up onto the railing, your legs wrapping around his waist as he presses you against the cold metal. You can feel the hardness of his erection through his pants, and a thrill of excitement shoots through you at the realization that he wants you just as much as you want him.
Nathan’s lips trail down your neck, leaving a burning path of kisses in their wake. His hands explore your body, cupping your breasts and squeezing your ass as you moan with pleasure. You can feel yourself getting wetter by the second, your arousal soaking through your panties as Nathan’s fingers dance over your skin.
“I need to taste you,” he growls, his voice thick with desire. He lifts your robe, revealing your bare legs and the red thong that barely covers your most intimate parts. Nathan slides it down your legs, tossing it aside as he kneels before you. His warm breath tickles your inner thighs as he inches closer to your core.
“Nathan,” you gasp, your hands tangled in his hair as you arch your back, offering yourself up to him. He doesn’t need any more encouragement. Nathan’s tongue darts out, lapping at your swollen clit with hungry strokes. You cry out in pleasure, your body trembling with each touch of his talented mouth.
As Nathan continues to lavish attention on your sensitive flesh, you can feel an orgasm building within you. Your legs tense around his waist, and your nails dig into his shoulders as the waves of pleasure crash over you. You cry out his name as you come undone in his arms, your body shaking with the force of your release.
Nathan stands up and pulls you close, kissing you passionately as he fumbles with the button on his pants. He frees his erection, and you can’t help but marvel at its size and girth. Your hand wraps around it, stroking him slowly as he moans into your mouth.
“I want to be inside you,” Nathan growls, his voice rough with need. He lifts you up onto the railing once more, positioning himself at your entrance. With a deep breath, he pushes forward, filling you completely as he bottoms out inside of you.
You cry out in pleasure and pain as he stretches you open, his thick length sending shockwaves of sensation through your body. Nathan starts to move, his hips thrusting in a steady rhythm as he drives himself deeper into you with each stroke. You can feel every inch of him inside of you, and the sensation is almost too much to bear.
“You feel so good,” Nathan gasps, his eyes locked on yours as he fucks you relentlessly. “So tight… so perfect…”
Your hands grip the railing behind you, your knuckles turning white with the effort of holding yourself up as Nathan continues to pound into you. The pleasure builds within you once more, and you can’t help but cry out his name as you come again, your body shuddering with the force of your release.
Nathan groans loudly, his hips stuttering as he empties himself inside of you. He leans forward, resting his weight on your shoulders as he tries to catch his breath. You can feel his heart pounding against yours, and the intimacy of the moment is almost overwhelming.
As Nathan pulls out of you, a wave of dizziness washes over you, and your legs give out from beneath you. He catches you in his arms, lowering you gently to the ground as he tucks himself back into his pants. You sit there on the balcony floor, your heart racing and your body still humming with pleasure.
“I should go,” Nathan says softly, running a hand through his hair. “I didn’t mean for this to happen.”
You look up at him, your eyes filled with longing and regret. “It’s okay,” you whisper. “Sometimes it’s nice just to enjoy the moment.”
Nathan nods, but you can see the conflict in his eyes as he stands up and walks back into your apartment. A few moments later, you hear the front door close, leaving you alone on the balcony with your thoughts.
You are enough, Nate… more than enough.
You watch Nathan from the balcony doorway as he leans against the railing, taking a long drag on his cigarette. The dim light casts shadows across his features, making him look even more vulnerable and attractive than before. You can’t help but feel drawn to him in this moment.
As you approach, Nathan turns to face you, his eyes locking onto yours. “I didn’t know you smoked,” he says, a playful smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
“It’s a recent development,” you reply, your voice low and sultry. “I picked it up from a friend.” You hold out your lighter to him, the flame dancing in the night air.
Nathan takes another drag on his cigarette before returning it to his lips. He leans in close, the heat of his body making you shiver with anticipation. “Thanks,” he whispers, his breath warm against your skin.
You stand there for a moment, lost in each other’s eyes. The erotic tension between you is palpable, thickening the air like a tangible presence. Nathan breaks the silence by asking, “So, truth or dare?”
“Dare,” you reply without hesitation.
Nathan grins mischievously. “I dare you to kiss me.”
Your heart races as you lean in and press your lips against his. The contact sends electric shocks through your body, igniting a fire within you that threatens to consume you both. Nathan’s hands find their way to your hips, pulling you closer as he deepens the kiss.
When you finally pull away, breathless and flushed, Nathan looks at you with a newfound understanding in his eyes. “I’ve always been attracted to you,” he confesses, his voice barely above a whisper. “But I was afraid to act on it because of our friendship.”
You smile reassuringly, your fingers tracing the line of his jaw. “There’s nothing to be afraid of,” you say softly. “I feel it too.”
Nathan’s eyes darken with desire as he takes your hand and leads you back into the living room. The soft glow of the lamps casts a warm, inviting light over the space, creating an intimate atmosphere perfect for exploring each other’s bodies.
Without saying a word, Nathan guides you to the couch, his hands skimming over your curves as he helps you sit down. He kneels in front of you, his eyes locked on yours as he slowly undoes the buttons of your blouse, revealing the lacy black bra beneath.
“You’re so beautiful,” Nathan whispers, his fingers trailing along the edge of your bra. “I’ve wanted this for so long.”
You can’t help but moan as he leans in to kiss your neck, his lips trailing down to your collarbone. His hands find their way to your breasts, cupping them gently before squeezing more firmly, eliciting a gasp from you.
Nathan pulls away for a moment, his eyes searching yours. “Tell me what you want,” he says, his voice rough with desire.
“I want you,” you reply, your fingers tangling in his hair as you pull him back to you. “I’ve always wanted you.”
With that admission, the floodgates open, and you both descend into a frenzy of passionate lovemaking. Nathan’s hands explore every inch of your body, while yours roam over his chest and down to the bulge in his pants. The smoking kink adds an element of excitement and intrigue to your interactions, deepening your connection even further.
As you lose yourself in the moment, it becomes clear that this newfound intimacy between you will continue to deepen in future chapters. But for now, you are content to revel in the sensations coursing through your body, knowing that Nathan is right there with you, every step of the way.